I’ve realised that some people, when reading my posts, believe that this is my permanent state of mind. One lost in sadness, pain, anger, maybe despair. Be assured that this is not so. My frame of mind is usually one of positivity, happiness, hope and faith.
The posts where I bare my heart is my way of processing emotions that I’ve never really allowed myself to acknowledge before. I’ve always buried feelings of pain, anger, and the other nasties in the past. I’m finally allowing myself to truly feel and it hurts like hell sometimes but within that I am growing. I am facing my fears and meeting them head on, albeit tentatively at times.
Rest assured that I am better than ok. Things may not be as they were and that’s ok with me.
I have love.
Thanks for reading x